130 - I Love Jesus, but I Want to Die (feat. Sarah J. Robinson)
Content warning: in this episode we talk about suicide, self-harm, bad therapy experiences, and more.
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This week we’re joined by the wonderful Sarah J. Robinson! Sarah’s upcoming book I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die: Finding Hope in the Darkness of Depression shares her journey of wrestling with things like suicidal thoughts and self-harm while also figuring out her faith.
Find a list of suicide/crisis hotlines here.
Things we mention in this episode/other resources:
- Sarah’s original blog post: “I love Jesus but I want to die: what you need to know about suicide”
- CXMH ep. 15 - Suicide Prevention (feat. Dr. Jonathan Singer & Dr. Sherry Molock)
- CXMH ep. 12 - Non-Suicidal Self-Injury (feat. Dr. Janis Whitlock)
- CXMH ep. 24 - Speaking of Suicide (feat. Dr. Stacey Freedenthal)
- Free PDF: The Role of Faith Communities in Suicide Prevention: A Guidebook for Faith Leaders by Timothy Doty & Sally Spencer-Thomas
- Free PDF: Suicide Prevention Competencies for Faith Leaders: Supporting Life Before, During and After a Suicidal Crisis by the National Action Alliance for Suicide Prevention
- Myths About Suicide by Thomas Joiner
- Why People Die By Suicide by Thomas Joiner
- Helping the Suicidal Person: Tips and Techniques for Professionals by Stacey Freedenthal
Connect with Sarah on her website, Twitter, Instagram, or Facebook.
Preorder I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die: Finding Hope in the Darkness of Depression on Amazon.
Quotes:
- “You’re supposed to tell this story of redemption, and I felt like my story was going the other way.” (tweet)
- “You are worth everything it takes to get better.” (tweet)
- “The darkness may always be there, but God will always be there in the darkness.” (tweet)
- “When I have had people of faith respond really well, I think they’ve responded without feeling like they need to have answers.” (tweet)
- “You don’t have to understand to make your loved one feel safe and cared for.” (tweet)
- “They call therapy ‘doing the work’ because it is work.” (tweet)
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Intro/Outro music for this episode is ‘Fall Down’ by Rivers & Robots.